heading for a fall.

i was so prepped up to go to school today. but i simply couldn't wake up. slept at one plus. and i had to wake up at six. the sleep simply wasn't enough. i'm a pig. i know.
i'm going to learn chem later. hopefully i learn something. i feel stupid for now knowing chem at all. cause i sucked at it in lower secondary. and i didn't study that subject for my o levels. and it just seems that everyone else in my class knows what the teacher is talking about.
i'm watching Oprah now. about this guy who got married to so many women at the same time. its like. he would date a woman for about a month and then propose to her. and they would get married. at the same time. he has another wife in a different state. in a span of 4 years. he was married to more than ten women. and all the time. he was always married to two women. there wa never a time where he was not married. conman much?
and there is this woman. who got married to this 'wonderful' guy. who was so caring and everything. who was her soulmate and her best friend. and they were so in love. then he planned the biggest birthday bash for her. and when she woke up. he was gone. leaving her in huge debt. everything gone. conman much? again?
i'm like losing faith in guys. they're all cheats.
no. i shall have faith. cause they're all influenced by the horrible and terrible devil. i'm sure there are good guys out there. and hopefully i'll have a man who is good. to me and everyone around me. i have faith in God to bring the right person in my path.

i should get ready soon. i have to cook sausages to eat. cause i'm a hungry child. and go learn chem. about all the weird bonds about hydrocarbons and stuff.

i;m trying to think of a topic to talk about. but i can't think of a single thing to talk about. and i don't know what to put as my title as well. argh! i'm losing my touch. i cannot write anymore! basket! maybe later. then i can think of something to write about. yes yes!